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moje je da opravim,a svako dete liči na svog oca...

boli me pedu
kad neznam da tresnem na glavu

... neizvesnost... Ko ce ispasti iz OT?

comfotably numb

znash ono kad se pred kraj prvog dela matrixa neo brani od udaraca levom rukom i s dva posto pazznje? e tako.

well i don't feel that my life gained meaning when i became a mother. but having this boy was the only meaningfull thing that happened in thirty+ years.

and now it has ended. and now i'm free...to be.....what?!

if i had ella fitzgerald voice i could sing myself to death.
if i had MM insanity i could cry myself to death.
if i had prisley fame i could stuff myself to death.
if i had joplin friends i could O.D. myself to death.

so now what?

...the last time i felt free i got rid of all my "friends" and went scuba diving...after six months of rowing and two years of not speaking to anyone (not counting the twoword polite social conversation in the supermarket)....

....i can't fall in love....so that boost is of the chart....
...scuba diving is not a mystery any more...so that would be a boring repetition...
...drugs are not interesting to me....


...there must be something that can keep me ocupied in the isilum...till death do us part.

i must add:

i prefer massage to penetration.

Osećam da mi nije jasno gde mi se dede dan i to još subota...i osećam da ću sutra da se olešim,pa to je jedna od samo 3 slave na koje pohodim,ne računajući svoju...jbg idem samo kod onih koje stvarno volim i najbliži su mi...kada mi neko kaže da mora pet kuća da obiđe kada je neka veća slava ne mogu da skontam nikako toliku ljubav među ljudima...odmah mi padne na pamet da neko nekog 'ebe u toj gužvi uvek...ovo 'ebati može da se čita i kao interes,a nekada je i bukvalno sex motiv najveći... pa šta sve ljudi zbog one stvari rade to ni majmuni ne bi...

... glad... ali onu neopisivu... Sto bih pojela i ove dugmice po kojima kuckam... Jbt...

Uvek kad odem do "nje"... ja sam na dijeti, i gledam je dok preslatko mljacka chokoladu... & onda izadjem sva isfrustrirana jer nisam pojela ni jbnu kocku iste, al` i zadovoljna jer sam uspela da izdrzhim... A onda svratim (obichno) do prve trafike i kupim majeshnu chokoladicu...

A sad to nisam uradila... & moracu...

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